I made a list of wrongs and rights tonight.
And you're number one on both sides.

Correction: you were everything to me
But when I woke up this morning
I realized you're not worth my tears anymore
so yeah? i guess you could say this
dumb blonde somehow got smart.

the best advice i could give you
is;
GROW THE FUCK UP.

I'm not afraid to piss you off anymore. You mean
the world to me & you know that, but in order
for this to work we've got to be honest with
each other, no matter what that means.

hey,
i remember that day;
and i miss you

Messing up his life isn`t the best revenge.
It`s getting on with yours &
living it to the fullest that kills him.

Youre with her but when things get
tough with her you come back to me cause
you know i'll wait but this time its
gonna be different

And I feel ashamed that I let my life turn into this. I used to be different. Nice to everyone, no matter how much they pissed me off. If they needed help, I gave it to them. I could give advice to anyone. And sex, psht. I wasn't going to have sex until I found someone I "loved". And I was never going to let boys get between me and my friends. Friends were for life, not just for answers to math homework. I think back to the way I used to be, the way I used to think -- yeah, I was the biggest goody-goody around. But I had something to be proud of. Now, it's nothing.

And I keep looking back at these pictures
and wonder if I could have done anything differently
so my life wouldn't be like this.

It took six whole hours & 5 long days
for all your lies to come undone.
& those three small words were way too late.
Cause you can't see that I`m the one.

I know in the back of my mind, that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you... but you're the only thing that makes me happy, whether it's right or wrong. And I don't have the strength to give up on that.

Dear reputation, I'm sorry to have to tell you this. I'm breaking up with you. I'm sick of people talking shit about me & it's all because of you. I'm starting over. I don't want to be that girl they talk bad things about anymore. I regret the things I've done & don't want to be known for them anymore. I miss the old me; the one with tons of friends; when boys had cooties; when I wouldn't have a problem with wearing a matching outfit with my mommy; when girls weren't so cruel; when best friends weren't split up & when a smile came easily on my face. I'm tired of you ruining my life. I'm sick of you. So, here's my goodbye to you, reputation. I'll miss you forever, but you'll be replaced for something better

we're meant to be ;
everyone knows it..but you..

I missed you then, but Fuck you now
I'm better than ever, happier than before
and it's all because I'm not dealing with
your shit no more.

remeber the night at my house
We layed there for hours, holding hands, my head resting
gently on your chest as your fingers
trace my back. We may have done
nothing today other than hang around,
but I know in this moment, it's something
I will remember for the rest of my life.

get over him, he's not worth it. hes not worth your time or your tears.
you loved him, i know. and you cant see yourself with anyone but him,
i get that. ive been there.
but why should you l[spend all your time]l sitting at home,
bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who hes with.
do you honestly think hes thinking about you?
no.
sure it hurts that hes out there falling in and out of l[love]l with other girls.
you'll see him with one of his new girlfriends,
and he'll hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter
because he KNOWS your watching,
and he knows l[its killing you]l.
dont let him get to you because thats exactly what he wants.
so what if he doesnt talk to you,
do you honestly want to be friends with an asshole like him anyways?
all hes gonna do is talk about l[his new girlfriend]l
just to try and make you jealous.
screw him and his girlfriend. he'll be sorry, trust me.
when he finally sees you with some other guy other than him,
with that l[huge grin]l on your face and your boyfriend holding you close,
he'll realize how happy you are.
and how happy your boyfriend is because he has you,
the girl of his dreams.
he'll realize the l[huge mistake]l he made when he let you go,
when he decided to choose her over you.
when he decided he just didnt love you the same.
trust me, he will be sorry.
so dont go on l[spending your nights]l waiting
for that one phone call you know your never going to get,
or that IM you know he'll never send you simply because he likes to ignore you.
he likes to pretend he doesn't see you online,
because he knows l[its killing you]l when he looks past you
and when you read his profile where you see her name
and how much he loves her.
hold your head up, show him your better than him
l[and you dont need him.]l
prove to him that he just made the biggest mistake of his life,
and you never really needed him anyways.

that's all for tonight ;
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&+ i'll do another update this weekend ;

peacee boo <3